First when I arrived in Utah I was taken to Debbie's house (director of Heart to Heart Adoption Agency) Debbie had like a basement Apt. She wanted me to stay in like I was being hidden or something the next morning she left me with her 2 young adopted sons wanted me to babysit them while she ran a aaron I was scared far from home and babysitting these babies no milk and as Debbie was leaving she just threw the babies diaper bag out of the car onto the carport I was beside myself I didn't know what to do I was in tears calling home trying to get back home. But I was told they wouldn't pay for me to go back unless I went through the adoption so I was stuck in Utah. So she took me to a apt. Complex where other mothers were and I stayed there instead of in debbies basement.
I was not hidden anymore! I was ok after I was with other mothers in my situation. I picked a family and they was so excited they drove all the way to Utah to adopt my baby girl I felt happy to give them a gift of life to love and raise as thier own. But that didn't last long for the new parents the father got her (Caitlin Nicole) from them a month later when they told me he would not be able to. It was devistating to all of us who cared about this little baby girl It was almost like she was a transaction for money for Heart to Heart (Debbie) mainly. Just way to make money will I don't get to see me little girl and she is 7 now Her older sisters get to come in visit with me but she can't it's horrible when the older girls get to come visit thier mom and she can't (she knows I am her mother to) my oldest daughters tell her. The point I'm trying to make is this Adoption Agency HURT alot of people and now my baby is so close but will never know her mother and I know it bothers her I hear she acts out angry at times. I don't know if the adopted parents recieved any of thier money back or not I know they was very unsatisfied and hurt maybe the adoption agency found them a new baby and every thing is fine I hope so for thier sake but my baby girl and I are still hurting.
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