I met this guy named Brian Kresefsky on myspace who goes by the display - screen name of weezilly.
After talking to him I learned that he was the bass player of a local band (that use to be) in Manville called Mayday.
Days went on and we had some really long telephone conversations. He seemed so nice, honest and sincere that I decided to meet him.
Our first time meeting we went to the Record Exchange in Princeton. Then we went back to his house and looked at his record collection and his photos for he claims to also be a professional photographer.
After that things got a bit intense between us. I told him that I wasn't ready and didn't want to rush this. He understood and I was amazed to say the least. So when I left that evening I knew that him and I would connect again for we hit it off so well. I was really looking forward to seeing him again.
Days went on where we would talk and it seemed that every weekend for a whole month this guy was always busy. He lives ten minutes away from me and we were never able to connect at all on a weekend for over a whole month. So I tried to believe him even though I couldn't understand why we can meet late during the week and not late during the weekends.
There was a weekend before Halloween where him and I had plans to go to a pumpkin patch, get a pumpkin, and carve it all up. That Saturday came it was getting a bit later in the day and it was the first time that he never called when he said that he would. I was getting worried but decided to give it a few more hours before calling him. I signed into myspace to see if he was online before I called him.
He wasn't online but what I saw was a I Love You comment on his myspace page from this twenty year old girl Jessie who resides in Middlesex New Jersey.
Trying to remain calm and focused I decided to call him and see what happened and what is going on for today. I called him and left him a message and he returned my girl. He said he was sorry but that he was having a bad day and had an attitude throughout most of his day and he was afraid if he called me I would take his attitude as being directed toward me. So I accepted that and then there was my issue with Jessie.
I explained to him that I tried to see if he was online first and I saw this big I Love You comment on his page. He told me he didn't realize that it was there and that he was sorry I had to see it. I asked him if he had any feelings or anything for her and he told me no.
Then what does he ask? He asked me if I wrote her? Like why would I? Did he think I was insecure or was he really hiding something? I told him no and I usually just allow the men to take care of things like that.
He had to get in the shower and said he would call back and when he did we talked about Jessie for a bit more. He said he never met her, just talked to her on the phone and sent some messages. So okay I told him let's lay this to rest and that I will believe him. How does someone just fall in love with someone by phone calls and messages if they never met in person I will never know?
Eventually days went on and the one afternoon we decided to get together later that evening and he invited me to spend the night. I was looking forward to being with him and couldn't wait. We met that evening and went to his house. He seemed a bit troubled and had told me that his Dad had a business proposition for him. I told him not to worry about it and he will make all the right choices and everything will come to him. I didn't want to ask him anything about it so it didn't look like I was prying into his personal affairs.
All went well and I did spend the evening with him and he was such a gentleman and can please women in ways we only dream of.
The next morning I had left wondering many things. When I got home he was so considerate and even called to make sure I got in okay.
A few days pasted, we talked, and the one day he told me that he did some thinking and that he is going to take his Dad up on his business proposition. He gave me the details about it and said that he will also probably have to move because it is about thirty or forty miles away. I though to myself well thirty or forty miles is not a far commute at all because that is the average amount that most individuals drive back and forth to work. I listened to him and told him if there was anything I could do to help him to let me know.
So most of that day I was wondering why he didn't mention where that would leave him and I. So I figured when I talk to him in the evening I would ask him. It was getting later in the day again so I went online to see if he was online and he wasn't. I did see another post from Jessie a sexual card that said beware of the naughty girl, so I figured that she was just trying to seduce him since she is young and I was also trying to believe this guy. Little did Brian know that I also read her blog that she needs a room mate and she is moving out when? Yeah the same f* month that Brian claims to be moving to open his business.
Eventually he signed on and then right away so did Jessie. He signed off and so did she. I thought that was weird but gave it some time and decided to call him and he said he just got out of the shower so I said oh I just saw you and Jessie online and offline at the same time. He didn't say much so I asked my question regarding us when he moves.
He said that he can't give me what I want right now and had a negative assumption and said that things will probably be worse then they are now since we live so close and can never see one another. I'll assume that he has never heard of making time because that is what people do no matter what when they really want to see someone.
He asked if I was mad and I told him it is not what I wanted to hear. It's like he just totally gave up on us without even trying. I can't believe that he would just give up and abandon his friends like so.
I really thought that he could have said something like let's see what happens or how he feels about me then, or he could have even offered me to spend a few nights again. I assume with Jessie (being in love with someone she never met) and is coincidentally moving out the same month that is his reasons for saying that him and I would hardly see one another.
I told him I am sorry then him and I need to end because there is no way I can be with him for the next two months catch feelings for him and get hurt knowing that he is going to be moving and won't even try to make us work.
He said he is really sorry and that this is not what he wants at all. He asked if we can still be friends and I told him well Brian that is what we are now.
He asked if we can still talk and I told him no. Like what are we going to talk about? The two nights we had together? I explained to him the first night we hooked up when things were becoming intense between us that I don't want to rush this because the se* will put us on a different level and then there will be no going back as friends and he knew this. If he was truly sorry then he wouldn't have allowed the se* to happen neither and destroy what we had.
Then he has the nerve to tell me that I am selfish. I don't consider myself selfish one bit. I offered to help him with his business, I spent the night with him and gave him what he wanted so many f* times, I believed his lies about Jessie, I believed his excuses about always being busy on the weekends, I changed my perfume to a scent that he enjoys, I stayed on the phone for hours with this man, etc.
So we exchanged a few more words and when he said he is sorry I told him he wasn't sorry and I said good-bye and hung up on him. Like didn't he realize he hurt me by giving up on us, then he gives me insults by calling me selfish when all I am doing is simply expressing how I feel when he does or says the things that he did?
Being the selfish one I gave it some time to cool off and decided to call him back. Of course he didn't answer, so I had left him a few messages, and called him repeatedly figuring that eventually he would have to answer his phone and when he finally did I told him I am sorry that I don't want to keep calling you, he said yeah it's one thirty in the morning and it's late (not sure how he can even say that considering we use to talk until three, four, or five in the morning all the time) and he wants to get to bed but he said will call me tomorrow, I asked him if he is sure and he said yeah.
The next day Saturday (weekend day of course) comes and goes he doesn't call at all. Sunday morning I reached out to him and left him a voice mail and told him that I am not sure if he was busy, if he forgot, of if this was his way of ignoring me completely.
Sunday comes and goes he was a no call again. I decided to type him an email and a message on myspace explaining to him if he would just try and give us a chance that I will our friendship on a day by day basis. Monday morning he did read my messages.
Did he ever call back? No not at all. Now this man claimed that this is not what he wanted right? What he said and what he did are the total opposite.
As everyone can see it was nothing more then a continuos smack in the face from him time and time again.
He only comes around when he wants some, or something.
He preys on women that are on myspace. He uses woman until there is nothing left and then moves on with the next women waiting.
Be aware for Brian cares about no one but himself.
I was hurt by his lies, his excuses, and his ignorance and arrogance. He will always be a cheater, creep, and womanizer.
I hope you all you women read this before its too late.
Good luck in you future Brian for I wish a woman does you the way you did me.
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