Supervisor stalked me in a mall back in 2004. At first, I tried to forget it, but also felt cheated and disrespected. She would never admit it, I believe, but she knows and I know that she did it. At the Mall, the manager mentioned terrorist attacks (9/11), and I kept thinking _ from being chased, I became the CHASER??? That thought that I was being taken as a terrorist, frightened me to death and the whole misconception... I wasn't stalking her, she was stalking me!!! I can hardly sleep and can't stand the police uniform or sirens any more! Is this fair?
I can't work full time (have a strange feeling against corporations!), have been to the hospital emergency room many times due to anxiety attacks! Lately, I feel like beating myself when I see police uniforms because I want to return to my normal life! I deserve it!
This happened in a Mall / Lindale Mall in Cedar Rapids, Iowa. R. Kilburg was there, stalking me and I called the mall and they confirmed they had cameras. When I went personally to the Mall, the administration staff asked me where I work and I sad the company name AEG, so they replied to me: "No, we don't have cameras!" Despite the fact that I could SEE all the surveillance cameras behind the wall in their office.
I don't sleep well, I don't even have a car! Because of my sensitivity to sounds, fear of police officers, my life has been disrupted! Last year, I made $9,000 per year, because all I can do is 'on call' jobs, I lost hope, I lost trust in people and I can't go to work in corporations any more. I tried for a while, and I can see it gets even worse. I can't even call a police officer to protect me, because I feel over anxious.
Irony from life, one is stalked, and it ends up that the police is called because this person can be a terrorist. As a foreigner, Latin woman, alone in a small city, with a heavy accent, I feel like to the eyes of others, I can be a funny prey to some specific bullier minded people!!!
Barbara M - California, Walnut Creek
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