My answer as 2 y I sought psychotherapy w / Jennifer Buras, LCSW, VA Mental Health was that I am singled out constantly & pigeon held 2 the homosexual diagnosis despite my heterosexual identity & lifestyle. Jennifer, as she wished 2 b called told me that she has 'gaydar' & sing it could see that I was straight. That is not how a patient's sexual orientation is diagnosed. That is MEDICAL MALPRACTICE!
Jennifer went on 2 explain that she & her husband 2gether try 2 guess people's sexual orientations by studying the persons mannerisms. When I asked Jennifer if she seriously believed she has gaydar she explained that she 1ce diagnosed someone as homosexual using her "gaydar" @ a party w / her husband 2 later learn this as true. She said her husband is not as good @ homosexual witch hunting as she is & he often includes straight people n his misdiagnosis. This lcsw engages n the same behavior that landed me n psychotherapy, hurtful & degrading homosexual witchunting. I have been targeted as a sexually deviant homosexual since the 90's & have a leg long list of homobiased hate assaults yet when Jennifer looked @ me w / her unscientific "gaydar" she said she did not see why I might be called homosexual by anyone. She proudly rattled off an unnecessary list of homosexual loved ones & family members & responded 2 my reports of homosexual treatment w / & suggestions that maybe people just wanted attention or maybe I should find a classier crowd scapegoating the poor. What the panicked & outraged MASSes c clearly enough 4 me 2 have had bones broken, teeth knocked out, an order of protection & complaints of being isolated & called homosexual on the street, by grocery store clerks & sales associates, on public transportation & even @ VA facilities the experts ignore.
Since high-school others have called my walk tomboyish & w / features androgynous enough 2 get me confused 4 male regardless of hair length DrCostales, DrDoucette & now Jennifer Buras, lcsw all claim 2 not c 'it'. Ignoring a patient's condition is PATIENT ABUSE! 3 therapists n a row @ 3500 Canal St's all responded 2 my blatantly obvious gender queer nightmare, 'I don't c it!" The exact words spit @ me 2 days after I met w / Buras by a group of fat mainstream blk women w / big bodies & relaxers who looked @ my interlocking Venus/Mars symbol necklace & boldly challenged my heterosexually w / loud outcries of "I don't c it!" After my last visit w / Dr. Doucette n which she seemed 2 have a new aggressive & abusive attitude I was called out "lesbian" by a group of black women n suits outside City Hall 2 blocks from the VA. They saw it, but the therapists office I had just shuttled from did not.
What if S. Africa's Caster Semenya went 2 the professionals w / claims that people kept saying she looks like a man & they responded, "We don't see it. U look like a normal athletic woman 2 us. Maybe people r just jealous of you. Maybe u should find better people 2 hang out w/?" What if my hormones r imbalanced? What if I am an Alpha female of the strongest race, Afrikans? I will never get 2 the bottom of anything being ignored & denied by this staff determined 2 sweep the growing epidemic of 'gay' biased hate now consuming heterosexuals pigeon held 2 the homosexual diagnosis by on lookers using their dangerous unscientific & inaccurate "gaydar". It is scientifically impossible 2 study people's mannerisms & tell weather they r a pedophile, a perpetuator of incest, a rapist or a deviant homosexual. One can only c when a person is gender queer or gender different which has no relationship w / a person's sexual orientation.
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